the tears come.... i can't help them... i don't even mean for them to arrive, but they do, they sting in the cold, on the short drives home. and now 2 of the 3 girls are gone, so there went my needed "distractions"
road trip this weekend, i hope, assuming roads stay dry. i miss edmonton, it has only been a month.
i seem to just hate calgary more and more, i thought i was getting back on track, i cleaned my apartment, was working more... now i'm working less, cleaning far less, and wanting to go away more and more all over again.
today was fun, it felt so good to hold a knife again.
singing last night was great, oh how i have missed singing. and i SANG last night, in the crowd, not knowing, not having rehearsed, but i sang to be heard, not just to sing.
i'd like to get a string on my violin, maybe that too would be good, like riding a bike i hope...
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