. . .

I want to get away..
feels like its been forever since i've gone away.. even if its just to Edmonton. And I was camping on set all last week!
I miss going to Osoyoos.

I think maybe I'm just tired of Calgary.

EXCITING!!!

I was selected to audition for Dr. Horrible!!!!!!!!

p.s.

I miss you...
spending time with you...
chatting with you...

its been so long since we've chatted.

and hugged..

i'm glad i got a hug today.
xoxox.

hmmm

why is it that i can't audition for you.... of all people.
you were the first to show real faith in me..

but then you cancelled.

is that why?
or is it that I want to work with you so badly, that i want you to push me, that i just freeze... and get tongue tied, wanting what i've chosen to be the RIGHT thing.... to be what "shows me off" best.

maybe i just want to be given a chance, to know that you still have that faith...