*sighs*

sad i'm going to miss the show... it looked great

Isn't it enough . . .?

"You were, and are, incredibly f*cking hot.
Isn't that enough?"

it would be . . . had it come from YOU.

DOES it have to do with me . . .?

OF COURSE IT DOES!!!!!
GEEZ!!!!!!

snow snow go away

would you have seen me anyway?


I know you say I always think the worst . . . but I can't help it...

Confusion . . . . .

hot and cold.....
cold and hot . . . .

all these plans..... then i get ignored for a day...
i'm sorry.... don't i deserve better than this?
i don't believe you have any right to treat me this way. maybe i'm misunderstanding, but right now, i'm confused, i'm hurt, and i'm ofended.... and i'd like some damn responses.

I'm not sure I understand . . .

But I'm trying to......
but 2 days ago.... it was "i want you"
now its that you failed and want to try your "month" again..... but whats at the end of the month?
why take a month now...
things are great right now.

"Well I want you"

Oh dear........
I hope I don't regret this..

AWE

I got to act today... for little kids. . . . well ages 3-15 i guess.
act and play drama games, and i get paid for it.
best day ever!!!!!
really taught me a lot.
I WANT TO DO THIS.

UGH

so much snow.....
get to be an elf tomorrow.
someone shoveled out a parking spot for me tonight, so nice of her.


awesome vote:
http://www.awesomeoff.com/matches/robocop-on-a-unicorn-vs-chewbacca-809.html#lp1

Acting

Oh my goodness.... best class ever.
stage felt surprisingly comfortable....
i WANTED to get up, i wanted to do more... ME the girl who doesn't even really like to improv.
That excites me.

I will miss this group. I love them all.
so great.... i'm sad class must end, but we celebrated and went out with a bang.

Fighting with you i could have done without..... i don't talk... the fact that i started to... or tried to.... and you LET ME WALK AWAY....... ouch.
you make no sense....
you confuse me.
hey let's pretend.... NO. it doesn't work that way.
Unless of course . . . . you're acting.

Darnit

I lost track of time, and didn't buy STOMP tickets while they were on sale.... thats upsetting.... debating getting them still.... but its just so much more expensive... DARN DARN DARN.

didn't get the last audition.... can I prepare for a new one in under a week???
hmmmmmm

Almost

almost done classes for the year... as i said last acting class tomorrow night, last pr was yesterday.... except for a big assignment.
i think if its a 2 day course the assignments should not be so big.. 8 pages, in a week, that seems a bit excessive.
and no opportunity to ask anything.
so they give us the assignment and say thanks for coming to the class.
.
.
.
.
AWESOME..... thats crap, how do i learn that way?

especially when the class is DONE, and you don't get the assignment back, or any feedback, only a mark.
seems a bit ridiculous.

i really liked how during our in class assignment yesterday the teacher could be found reading the shopaholic books in the classroom not in the lab for questions or anything. very... helpful.....

Strange

how the weather can change so much so quickly.
Thursday i went up to edmonton, the drive home took 6 hours 45 minutes as the highway was closed. was the trip worth it... still yes. great trip.
good talks,
and company for the highway closure so thats ok... scary though how a highway thats PURE ice, could look so dry and normal.... and feel normal... until slowing that is.
you make me like the snow, or maybe just cars.. i'm not sure.

the trip to edmonton seems to be easier and easier everytime, except maybe when theres a huge delay.
these nice guys gave me gas though so i wouldn't run out as we all had no idea how long we would be stopped.

now today, its crazy snow in calgary, and the forecast did not call for it. i myself haven't left the house all day.. but i hear roads are just awful.
I'm sad tonight, singing was cancelled (not due to roads) and i miss it... i should be there now. i know i just joined the group about a month ago but its been so awesome.
acting class is over tomorrow too.. that will be sad. i'll be sure to wear makeup but might cry anyways.

new job has started, it seems ok, i'll get used to it, just in time for it to be over and finished... but oh well. i just hope the roads get better. i'm excited that i get to fund an overnight trip to edmonton with the job though, and that it will pay weekly, thats pretty good too.