well . . .

hostory repeats itself....
and it sucks more every time.
i get calmer.... drunkeer.... but the result is the same
i'm left feeling like sh*t ..


i feel awful...
i kep rewiding grease 2.... i feel like aomzbie...
i don't want o move.
i can't focus.

my oomie cooks and cleans...
shes nice tat way.

i'm never thrown anything... at ANYONW.... until today.

cleaned up the shrapnel/

went to singing... it din't even amke me ghappy.. i couldn't even see the orks/