edmonton

Oh... how I love you....
still....

The welcome dinner was amazing, the drive was super fun, road trip partners are great. Carisa always makes me laugh.
However..... now.... now that I am sitting, I am feeling.... i'm not sure... saddened... frustrated, and rather strange.
So much so that I am left wondering what feeling I am actually experiencing.
But I don't like it.
And i KNOW its your fault.

feeling are flooding back.

things i want to say, and don't know how. things i want to do and cant.

I am finally physically better... perhaps, as of ... yesterday......
emotionally... clearly is a whole different issue.

and i kind of sort of hate you for this.

SHE is very kind though, as already asked if I spoke to you.